May 2012
7 posts
Hey
I’ve read that convo of the fight we had weeks back a couple of times.
Never fail to feel like a loser for losing a friend like that.
In any case, i’m sorry for all the hurtful things that i said. We left scars, but hopefully they heal. Hopefully.
So...
Ive been a little missing-in-action lately, but no worries, things are going great now.
After a long night of watching the final season of Scrubs, i couldnt help but think about what the show ended with. “you’re the one to decide your future, regardless of all the uncertainty. You just gotta take shit into your own hands.” said JD as he walked out of Sacred Heart hospital for...
I asked:
What will it take me to get there? The answer was short, simple, and sweet. A lot, he said.
Things so undeserved: Can't believe it's over →
things-so-undeserved:
MFT playing non-stop in my head right now.
I’m just perfectly elated right now; all my bands did amazing jobs today, we really out-performed ourselves today. All the soul and passion came through and the audience clearly saw that.
Blue Rondo was EPIC. Doubt Rjazz will see a string item as good…
Tonight was fantabulous
thank you God.
Thank you.
so proud of sji and all that it has grown to be.
April 2012
28 posts
I wonder
If i’d find solace in convincing myself that it wasn’t really real at all.
Don't
i’m just too thick skinned for my own good.
nutrients:
just bc i conceal my true feelings well, don’t assume that i’m okay w you. honestly i’m only trying to fulfill the minimum requirements of civility and idc what you think of me anymore. i don’t owe you anyth, and the reverse applies. don’t imagine that things are back to normal. they’re not gna go back.
ouch to that person
Limerence
Limerence is a term coined c. 1977 by the psychologist Dorothy Tennov to describe an involuntary state of mind which seems to result from a romantic attraction to another person combined with an overwhelming, obsessive need to have one’s feelings reciprocated.
LET'S DO THIS.
kinda excited (((:
1 tag
The Good Things
I tell myself to do this often, and not only when i desperately need a reminder of the good things (:
1. Dinner with family
2. Jazz prac went well
3. train ride with a friend
The crazy things i do sometimes
“The album is called Battle Studies and that’s because it incorporates a lot of...”
– John Mayer (via mavenmusic)
idea
i wanna make a fruit sandwich.
mangos as the bread
apples for that crunch
watermelon for that meaty color
mangosteen for that little extra sweetness.
You lure me in
but i see through you
Dear God
I might be rested now, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, physically, but when the going gets though, i’ll rely on you. My pillar, my strength, my vine.
Veni Sancte Spiritus
come Holy Spirit
The Good Things
1. things are all good now. really.
The good things
1. Fixed stuff
2. Easter vigil mass
3. Made a new friend
4. Bfast w family
5. Mugged
The good things
1. Good friday mass
2. Stations of the cross
3. Pasar malam dinner w bum
4. Durians
5. Busking w ben and friends who were there to watch
6. Hthts
I see through the eyes
Of the Lord who resides in my heart
I trust
The Good Things
1. Fixed something
2. Shared
3. Holy Wednesday reflections
4. Played an awesome Sir Duke - Stevie Wonder
5. dinner with ben aaron marcus and dip
the good things
1. church reflections
2. dinner with ben des jas lopey
3. played guitar
4. encouraged a heart
The Good Things
1. Holy Monday reflections and prayer
2. Slept in
3. Mos with ben
4. hodge lodge chillout
5. chinese chess
6. stevie wonder
I pray that you understand
I just need some time to reconnect. I’ll be back.
March 2012
12 posts
happy
i can’t say how happy i am to see these wonderful stories unfolding infront of my eyes. great job guys, be good.
Life and death
I wouldve thought “what an odd time to bring up such a topic” if a friend decided to speak to me about it a few weeks back.
After cg this weekend and the week prepping for it, i really was made to think about this issue that we were going to pray and share about.
I planned for everyone to write their own obituaries, and to really think about
What do i want to be remembered for...
That's the way, this wheel keeps working now
If you never stop when you wave goodbye
You just might find that if you give it time you will wave hello again, you just might wave hello again
Words to keep inside your pocket:
Quiescent - a quiet, soft-spoken soul.
Chimerical - merely imaginary; fanciful.
Susurrus - a whispering or rustling sound.
Raconteur - one who excels in story-telling.
Clinquant - glittering; tinsel-like.
Aubade - a song greeting the dawn.
Ephemeral - lasting a very short time.
Sempiternal - everlasting; eternal.
Euphonious - pleasing; sweet in...
nutrients:
live through this, and you won’t look back
there’s one thing I want to say, so I’ll be brave
you were what I wanted, I gave what I gave
I’m not sorry I met you
I’m not sorry it’s over
I’m not sorry there’s nothing to save
February 2012
9 posts
This is where my singlehood is to be loved once...
Why do i feel like the fool again.
God really why
“This is about us all. Every one of us. Who all seem to know deep down that it’s...”
– John Mayer (via -slowdancing)
he just says it right all the time